Friday, December 28, 2012

Here it is, Layin' it all out there...

Hi all!

This blog is to track my progress, thoughts, struggles and triumphs!  

My youngest is 4 and I started a long four year journey of medications to help with a misdiagnosis, that turned out to be General Anxiety Disorder (GAD).  I had my youngest and started meds when he was 6 weeks old.  

During the last 4 years, I have taken more than a dozen kinds of medications with different dosages and multiple doctors, their ideas, thoughts, and prescriptions.  I had lost almost all of my pregnancy weight when starting my medications. I had every side effect humanly possible from my meds: hair loss (embarrassing), memory loss (embarrassing), insomnia, and the best one....20 pound weight gain (embarrassing). 

I have had no motivation to lose the weight that I have gained, because quite frankly I didn't feel like it was my fault.  I wasn't sitting on the couch eating twinkies gaining weight.  I was still active and eating healthy and gaining weight!  All because of meds.  So then I thought who cares and have ate like crap for the last year and quit caring about how I looked.

Well, here I am, the final days in 2012 and have poor self image and see my boys eating junk too. My genetics are against me. I come from a family of overweight members.  I don't want to see myself or my kids take the same path.  So I am going to Make It Happen In 2013!!  I challenge you to do the same, along side of me.  We can support and encourage each other along the way.


Tomorrow will be implementing a schedule for exercise into my crazy life.

:-) MacKenzie

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