Friday, January 4, 2013

Getting No Where Fast

cranky kids, too tired to cook or exercise.....this was so much easier BK (before kids).  I love em' to pieces, almost always (lol), but it's hard balancing being a mommy (and single mommyhood 4 days a week), career mommy, chef mommy, maid mommy, wife, and friendships..... Why can't this be easier!??!?!?

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Exercise Day One: Not as planned

The whole "treadmill-while-kids-shower-and get-ready-for-bed" idea, does not work if you let them play in the sandbox before dinner, :-) They had to shower before dinner, then making me be a referee up until bed time. Now they are asleep and all I want to do is go watch Army Wives. The treadmill will be too loud, so I may end up downstairs doing some Shreddin' with Jillian Michaels.

Check out the "exercise" tab....

Let's see how tonight goes at my house. :)  What are your exercise plans tonight?

Friday, December 28, 2012

Here it is, Layin' it all out there...

Hi all!

This blog is to track my progress, thoughts, struggles and triumphs!  

My youngest is 4 and I started a long four year journey of medications to help with a misdiagnosis, that turned out to be General Anxiety Disorder (GAD).  I had my youngest and started meds when he was 6 weeks old.  

During the last 4 years, I have taken more than a dozen kinds of medications with different dosages and multiple doctors, their ideas, thoughts, and prescriptions.  I had lost almost all of my pregnancy weight when starting my medications. I had every side effect humanly possible from my meds: hair loss (embarrassing), memory loss (embarrassing), insomnia, and the best one....20 pound weight gain (embarrassing). 

I have had no motivation to lose the weight that I have gained, because quite frankly I didn't feel like it was my fault.  I wasn't sitting on the couch eating twinkies gaining weight.  I was still active and eating healthy and gaining weight!  All because of meds.  So then I thought who cares and have ate like crap for the last year and quit caring about how I looked.

Well, here I am, the final days in 2012 and have poor self image and see my boys eating junk too. My genetics are against me. I come from a family of overweight members.  I don't want to see myself or my kids take the same path.  So I am going to Make It Happen In 2013!!  I challenge you to do the same, along side of me.  We can support and encourage each other along the way.


Tomorrow will be implementing a schedule for exercise into my crazy life.

:-) MacKenzie